목요일, 10월 14, 2004
*dePresSed* angel
Today seems like a real sad day..=( Somehow or another, it started off entirely on the wrong side. Was it becos i rolled out of bed on the wrong side this morning? hmmm..seems plausible huh~ seriously, i think there must be something wrong with the efficiency of mrt staff. Euphoria ended on sat din it? Den how come i still see posters of it sticking practically wherever i turn my head to and not just in the MRT station, but even the entire train itself is like completely full of them!!!!!!!ARGHHH~~
*my heart hurts reaL bad* this IS a real lousy, idiocratic, bad, terrible, horrendous, disgusting dae..=(
Shucks..i just cun seem to get Shinhwa out of my head. I think this regret will probably bug me for the rest of my life..now im like feeling totally helpless and frustrated. ITs not i dowan to stop thinking about it, i cun even stop stop thinking about it. U get what i mean? Nah, how would anyone understand the loss im experiencing right now..pple would just laugh it off and tell me: 'Whats the big deal about missing Shinhwa? They are just a pop boyband blah blah blah blah blah....'
*my heart still hurts badly*
This world is soo unfair..some people try so hard in their lives to get what they want, and others get by perfectly without even trying. I think i feel so sick of this world i cun even construct my thoughts clearly. Happiness seems like such a gigantic word to me right now. It seems so ethereal, so fantasy-like, it doesnt seem real..Why cun happiness be something more solid so that i can touch it to get a feel of what it really meant?
S.I.G.H
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:07 PM